Identity Crisis
Friday, January 27th, 2012I think I’ve rebranded my own site and logo at least a dozen times this year. But what artist isn’t? It baffles me that the blogs and designers I follow can keep the same consistent brand for years. But maybe it makes them a talented designer that they can create a timeless identity. How can you compartmentalize yourself into a single image? And when you’re a growing young artist, how can you know that the image that is supposed to identify you for years to come… will?
I have major identity issues. And not just as an artist. Yes, I can’t stick to one consistent illustration style. I want to make comics, do editorial illustration, while dabbling in comedy and writing. But I’m also an Asian-American. Naturally I don’t know if I identify as more Asian or more American. Some weeks I feel like I’m a comedian, doing open mics and unable to stop writing jokes on the subway. And other weeks, I stay in with my natural-light lamp late into the night making art and comics.
So who knows if this logo will keep? But its an icon I keep revisiting in the branding process. I’ve worn glasses since the 3rd grade when I’ve needed them since Kindergarten. It’s how I see myself. It’s without them, my friends don’t see me when walking by. Or they do faintly recognize me, and just don’t want to appear racist if it isn’t me. Do I look like just another Asian dude without them? I don’t know whether I will keep wearing them as I get older, but I can’t imagine living without them. My parents suggested I undergo lasik eye surgery (because with the rate my eyes are going, I could be blind by 30). But I didn’t want to be another hipster that wears glasses ‘for the look’. Really? Not doing elective surgery because I’d rather be more handicapped. To appear unpretentious? I sound like Larry David or something. As for the hair, I’m pretty sure it won’t undergo a dramatic change. But a young Larry David has said that too. God, I’m neurotic.
So who are you? Okay. Don’t worry if you don’t know yet. You know what you can be, though? A follower of my new companion tumblr at jeremywinslife.tumblr.com. Thanks, and much love as always!





